A new start

On Wednesday night, I sent MILO onto my agent. It was both thrilling and a little scary to send the manuscript off like that, and waiting to hear what Taryn thinks is always a little nerve-wracking. So when I went downstairs on Thursday morning and sat down in front of my laptop, I realized that I could no longer work on the manuscript, even though I already had a couple small ideas for revisions.

I had actually close the Word document, the first time I had done this in months.

After fourteen months with Milo, it was an empty feeling.

I sat in front of a blank screen for a moment, cursor flashing, and with nothing left to do, I began writing my next book. I expected to wait a couple weeks, allow some ideas to ferment a bit, but why wait?

It's working title is THE CHICKEN SHACK. 

I’m off and running and excited all over again.

More kind words

Another blurb for SOMETHING MISSING came in yesterday, this one from David Rosen, author of I JUST WANT MY PANTS BACK.  He writes:

“A funny, suspenseful and thoroughly original debut that will keep you up to the wee hours flipping pages, having to explain your bloodshot eyes the next day.  Damn you, Matthew Dicks -- now everyone thinks I've been crying.”

I've already ordered Mr. Rosen's book.  He blurb struck me as amusing, so I'm hoping that the book will do the same.

Anyone can write

More good news.

Have you seen the animated film Ratatouille?

In this movie, a famous chef proclaims his belief that everyone can cook, much to the chagrin of the professional chefs of the world.  They take offense to the implication that a chef does not need proper training in order to prepare excellent food, and that anyone with a passion and a kitchen can produce great dishes.  The rat in the film, Remy, sets out to prove that this famous chef, who is now dead, was right.

I have adopted a similar stance when it comes to writing:  Anyone can write. 

I believe that everyone has a story to share with the world, and it's only by picking up a pen or placing one's fingers onto a keyboard that a story can be told.  Perhaps not every person will end up as a published author in the traditional sense of the word, but there is no harm in writing down your story and seeing where it might take you. 

At worst you end up with a story that you can share with friends and family.  At best, you have a story that the world would like to hear.   

I'm preached this belief to my elementary school students for the past ten years, as well as several of my friends who I believe should be writing everyday.  Two in particular frustrate me for their lack of effort or enthusiasm.  They are intelligent, articulate writers who each possess a keen sense of observation and a unique viewpoint on the world.  Every day that they do not write is a waste of their talent, and I have told them as much on many occasions.  

Yesterday, I learned that both have begun to take my advice.

One of my friends, whose name is Shep, began writing what might someday be his first of many novels.  He wrote to tell me that after much badgering by me on the previous night, he finally sat down and wrote for an hour. 

I was so excited.

Later that same day, another friend of mine sent me a short story that she had recently written and asked me to read and critique.  Again, this friend admitted that a serendipitously coordinated guilt trip by me and another played a role in her decision to share the story with me.

Perhaps one day you will be fortunate enough to read their work as well. 

Finished

Great news!  I finished my book.  At 11:58 PM on Friday night, I typed the final words of the epilogue, ending an almost fourteen month journey into the life of Milo Slade. 

I couldn't be more excited.

I'll be spending this weekend re-reading and revising the manuscript, working in a couple themes that I think can be strengthened a bit, then it will be sent to my agent for her expert opinion.

I'm about to enter a nerve-wracking period of time in my life. 

I write for Elysha, my wife.  It is her laughter, sighs, tears and nods of approval that I seek more than anyone else in the world, but Taryn has become a close second in this regard.  I respect her opinion a great deal and trust her judgment.  SOMETHING MISSING is a better story for the hand that she had in helping me to revise it, so if she likes the new book, I will know that it's good. 

She, unlike my wife and friends, is not inherently biased.   

Therefore, the next week or two will be a bit stressful as I wait to hear her opinion of the new book.  She loves SOMETHING MISSING, so part of me worries that my second book will never live up to the first. 

I would imagine that many new writers experience this concern. 

My loyal band of readers have enjoyed the story a great deal, and about half of them like this second book, which still needs a title, more than the first. 

As for me, I'm torn.

The new book is a more complex story, with a greater number of characters and a more complicated plot.  It also represents an improvement in my skills as a writer.  Character description is much better in this first draft than it was in the first draft of SOMETHING MISSING, and my inexperience and fear of dialogue is now gone.  The strategies that I have developed to write effective dialogue have worked well in this new book, which represents a major change from SOMETHING MISSING, which did not rely on dialogue nearly as much to carry the story.     

Still, I adore Martin and the unique concept behind SOMETHING MISSING.

Choosing between the two is impossible.  I truly love both stories. 

Let us just hope that the publishers feel the same.

While I wait, I write.  Once my revisions are over, I will begin work on my third book.

I'm very excited about the new story. 

Not my cup of tea

I’ve been reading The Story of Edgar Sawtell, a novel by David Wroblewski. I almost never abandon a book once I’ve started reading it, but I fear that this I may put this one aside soon. While there is much that I enjoy about the novel, and it has received praise from many authors and critics alike, there are aspects of the novel that are driving me a little batty.

Two in particular, though I warn you: reading on will spoil certain aspects of the book.

First and foremost, the book begins as realistic fiction, and for the first couple hundred pages, it proceeds along this course as expected. It’s a bit of a slow start, but I was enjoying the story until a key moment when Edgar's father dies and later returns as a ghost.

Yes, a ghost.

While I’m not averse at all to fantasy and other forms of less-than-realistic fiction (I’ve recently fallen in love with Jasper Fforde’s Nursery Crime series), you can’t bring the reader along with realistic fiction for two hundred pages and then suddenly introduce a ghost. It violates the trust that the writer forges with his reader and disrupts the equilibrium of the story.  It’s similar to my reaction to the Dean Koontz novels that I have read in the past. Koontz has a habit of presenting a fantastically suspenseful and mysterious situation in his novels, set within what appears to be realistic fiction, only to later reveal the source of the mystery as something utterly unimaginable, fantastic and impossible.

As a reader, I’m left to feel frustrated and annoyed, having waited for a clever plot turn and instead received seemingly simple fantasy or a clunky use of deux ex machina.  See the clone in Mr. Murder as a good example of this.   

In addition to this complaint, it also became immediately apparent upon the arrival of Edgar’s father’s ghost that I was in the middle of a retelling of Hamlet, even though it took two hundred pages to make this clear. Edgar’s father returns to tell Edgar that he was murdered by his brother, Claude, who appears to have begun a relationship with Edgar’s mother. For those of you not familiar with this Shakespearean play, the same happens to Hamlet on the walls of Castle Elsinore, and the brother who murdered Hamlet’s father and has wed his widow is named Claudius.

Claude and Claudius?  C'mon.  Smash me over the head with a sledgehammer, why don't you? 

I just began reading a section of the book in which Edgar intends to train his dogs to perform a reenactment of the murder of his father, hoping that Claude’s reaction to the scene will confirm Edgar’s suspicions. A similar situation is presented in Hamlet, with the role of the dogs played by the members of a traveling band of actors. If I remember correctly, Hamlet declares that in the play, “I will catch the conscience of the King!”

This was simply too much for me. I can never understand why authors choose to write modern-day adaptations to classics such as Hamlet. In my mind, it steals from the potential creativity of the novel, and more importantly, it allows the reader to accurately guess how the novel will end. At the end of Hamlet, almost everyone is dead save Hamlet’s faithful friend, Horatio. Am I right to assume that The Story of Edgar Sawtell will end similarly, with Edgar killing someone by mistake (probably Dr. Papineau, the only other central figure in the text and a likely Polonius stand-in)) and eventually dying (please don’t let it be poison) alongside Claude and his mother, leaving only Edgar’s dog left standing?

I’m afraid I might never know, since I think this book will be returning to the shelf this evening in favor of something else.

Perhaps a reader can confirm or deny my suspicions.

More on the Border's Book Club selection

As a Border’s book club pick, SOMETHING MISSING will get three face-outs in a bay at the front of the store and will have 20% discounting. 

It also appears that I will have the opportunity to appear on Border’s book club channel, and that a Q&A, reading guide, and an excerpt of the book will also be posted on their site.

Exciting!

Border's Book Club selection

Good news! SOMETHING MISSING is going to be a Book Club selection at Borders!

Naturally I had no idea what this meant when I was first told by my editor via email, but based upon Melissa’s level of enthusiasm and the number of exclamation points that she used in the email told me that this was very good.

Though we don’t have any details yet, Taryn explained that this means that Borders likes me book and wants to help sell copies. “Having a huge chain on your team is GREAT news,” she says, and this means that the book will be featured on the book club portion of their website.

After forgetting to set my alarm, jumping out of bed two hours late, losing a chunk of prime writing time, and leaving the house without kissing my sleeping daughter goodbye lest she wake up, this was a much needed piece of good news.

Mom

An anonymous reader recently asked:

You write a lot about your mother-in-law but not about your own mother. What does she think of your success?

Sadly, my mother never got to see my book in print, nor did she read a word of the manuscript. I lost my mom two year ago from complications caused by muscular dystrophy. Unlike the type of MD that afflicts children, my mother had an adult-onset form of the disease. It’s a genetic condition, and a year ago I learned that I also carry the problematic gene. There is a great deal of research being done on the disease, so there is hope that by the time it begins to impact my life (twenty-plus years from now), there will be a treatment for me.

I also left home at the age of eighteen, and so my relationship with my mother, who was married to my evil step-father, faltered quite a bit. I rented a townhouse with friends in a neighboring town, but my parents never once came out to see the place. For reasons that I will never understand, their interest in my life almost disappeared after I left home.

Three years later, my own life was falling apart. My friends had left the state for bigger and better things, I had no job, and I was forced to move in with a family of Jehovah Witnesses after living in my car for two days. They rented me a room off the kitchen, where I lived with a guy named Rick and their pet goat for more than a year.

By then, my evil stepfather has squandered my mother’s disability pension, lost the family home, and left my mother destitute. She was living in a two-room apartment in Woonsocket, Rhode Island, barely making ends meet. Muscular dystrophy soon raised its ugly head, thus ensuring that the last decade of my mother’s life was difficult at best. Though alive at the time of my wedding, she was unable to attend due to her condition, and she never lived long enough to see my book finished or meet her granddaughter.

My feelings about my mother are unsettled at this time. I loved her, of course, and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss her. But I also feel disappointment, anger, and confusion over many of the decisions that she made in her life, and her seeming lack of interest in mine. In many ways, I feel that she squandered her opportunities just as badly as my stepfather squandered her pension, and this makes my thoughts and memories of her a mixed bag.

I guess it’s not surprising that Martin’s mother is dead and Milo’s mother is nearly non-existent. I can’t imagine wanting to write about the intricacies of a mother-son relationship until I come to terms with my own.

The next book

As I approach the end of my second book, I find myself looking ahead to my third with great excitement.  A couple days ago, I mentioned some of my ideas to my wife, and over dinner, we hashed out a few specific themes of the next story and a possible protagonist. 

I like it a lot.  I will probably allow the idea to percolate in my head a while and talk to my agent about it, but I may have settled on something, which is both a thrill and a relief.   

There is a document that is almost always open on my laptop that contains a running list of potential writing ideas, and I am constantly adding to this list, stealing from it, and refining it.  This includes ideas for future characters and settings, potential Op-Ed and poetry topics, an idea for a coffee table book, and much more.  Also included on this list was the idea for my next book, or more accurately, the three ideas that I intend to combine in order to craft my next story.

One idea comes from a conversation that I had with a student a couple years ago.  My student said something amusing, and it led to an idea for a unique business model that I thought would serve well as the basis of a story. 

Another idea originated while driving through rural Connecticut on a Sunday afternoon.  I drove past a general store set high upon a hill, and before I had crossed into the next town, I had the idea for a story.

The third comes from a documentary that I saw last year on HBO.  I found a specific individual in the film quite compelling and thought that I could one day base a character around her life story. 

These three elements will likely form the basis of my next book, though things are always subject to change.  I had the first three chapters of my current book written before realizing that the only thing that was working was the protagonist, Milo.  I scrapped the idea, abandoned the twenty pages of text, rescued Milo, and placed him in an entirely different story. 

This is the book that I am in the process of completing.  Can't wait!

My office

A couple years ago, Elysha bought me a book by Kurt Vonnegut’s widow, Jill Krementz, entitled The Writer’s Desk. The book contains a collection of photographs of the work spaces of well known authors and a short description of the author’s writing process, written by the author. It’s essentially a glimpse into the offices, studios and other locales where writers like Amy Tan, John Updike and Joyce Carol Oats hone their craft.

In the front of the book, Elysha wrote a note expressing her assurance that the next edition of the book would include my own office, but I’m not so sure that she is correct. With the advent of the laptop, my office has become the last place that I write, despite its charm. The living room, the dining room table, the lunch room at school, the back seat of a car, and anywhere else that I can find fifteen minutes of quiet is where most of my writing is done. I’m writing this post inside Tiffany Nails, the nail salon where my wife gets her manicures. This is our first outing with the baby, and though Judge Judy is babbling away from the television in the corner, I’m managing to get a little work done nonetheless.

For writers like me, the world has become our office. And this shift in the way that writing is done has resulted in some interesting benefits.

Scientific American recently reported on the means by which the brain files information so that things that happen at the same time are forever linked in our minds. This is the reason why people remember where they were when news of 9/11, the Challenger disaster, or Kennedy’s assassination reached them.

For me, I heard that the World Trade Center had been hit while teaching writing to third graders and watched the towers fall in my principal’s office while my students were in music class.

I was in Mr. Offen’s eighth grade algebra class when the vice principal brought us news of the Challenger disaster.

I was not alive when Kennedy was shot, but those who are old enough to remember can surely tell you where they were on that day. But I do remember standing in Lisa Pinto’s living room when news of the Operation Desert Storm was first announced on CNN, and I was in a Dunkin Donuts drive-thru when I heard about the loss of the Columbia over Texas over the radio.

Events linked forever in my mind.

The same holds true for writing. As I reread sections of SOMETHING MISSING, I am instantly transported to the location and time that I wrote those parts.

The first three chapters, written at the counter in the kitchen of my wife’s grandmother’s home in Boca Raton.

Martin’s entrance and eventual escape from Laura’s Green’s home, written poolside in Bermuda during our honeymoon. In fact, the little girl who Martin meets in Laura’s backyard was modeled after a little girl who I met while swimming one day.

Martin’s encounter with the Claytons, written while alone in a Denver hotel.

Martin’s encounter with his father, written during a series of lunch breaks at school.

The last four chapters of the book, written at the dining room table in our old apartment during an unexpected three day holiday from work.

Each of these scenes is indelibly linked to my locale, my mood, my personal circumstances and my surroundings at the time of the writing. Each chapter carries a vast storehouse of memories and emotions that I adore. For me, writing is a joyous occasion, and to be able to reflect back on those moments and relive the excitement that writing can bring is a blessing that the best of offices could not afford.